#61.

you know it's bad when you are too tired to even be angry anymore.

because that's when the heat subsides, and all that is left is a dull ache--'hurt.'

but then you realize that there are plenty of worse things that may occur in a life and you realize, that your little troubles are just such: mere little troubles, little trifles, little parcels of ego-breaks, feigning to be heartbreaks.

and you realize that how you react to such trifles, are the actions that will define you as a person. and being angry and being mean and being vengeful is merely a choice.

but it is a choice that is tempting in the heat of the moment and sometimes, you just want to walk away. because sometimes, walking away and quitting is the biggest 'FUCK YOU' you may be able to exact on someone. sometimes, saying 'NO' is the best thing that you can do for yourself. but trying and failing is the only thing that may quench the bitter linger of regret.

the universe works in mysterious ways. perhaps, it just wasn't meant to be.