#53.

coffeehaus on tuesday was a huge success. raised over $1000 (our club balance) in one evening.

i feel so accomplished and proud!

this goes to show that when you really believe in something, it will happen. i guess that's the importance of believing in something, in anything. so you don't slip into a downward spiral of apathy. (worst)

right now, i am listening to ingrid michaelson and writing thank-you cards to all of my lovely performers, who have problems answering e-mails. i am also procrastinating on making dinner, doing laundry, and cleaning my room. i will/must do that this weekend. freedom is nice and relaxing but i mustn't slip in to a pattern of laziness. new years' resolution!

about a boy: i am too good for you.

(i hate saying stuff like that.)

i am too good of a person for you. i am too nice, too kind, too serious, too passionate, too optimistic and i clearly don't fit into your superficial and shallow world.

truth: i still care.

'you're a good guy.'